Lessons from life's stresses

I just realised it's been several days since I've written anything on here; it's actually been several days since I've even thought about Blogger. Firstly, on the weekend I was focussed on spending time away with my husband. We had a nice time, but also had some serious talks. Then, the next two days were been dominated by worry, grieving, planning and stress interspersed with trying to be normal. I'm coming to terms with the possibilities that my marriage is ending (more importantly the whole fourteen and half year relationship, only six of which were marriage) and that in two weeks I will have no income. I have been weighing up what to do and beginning to process the loss. Since I am a compulsive planner, I think perhaps the lesson I'm supposed to take from this particular time is that things will happen in their own good time.