What's in a name?

According to my Apple dictionary, admittedly not a definitive source, a ‘consideration’ is a thought, reflection, meditation, concern, rumination etc. I would like this blog to do those things. I’m hoping I can keep the posts positive because, as someone once reminded me, it is important to practise the habits of mind that you value and want to foster. For me those are: positivity, curiosity, openness and self-reflection (hence, a blog is a good forum).


Also, I’m calling them 'small' because I would like to try to get into the habit of blogging briefly but often. That way I can reflect on everyday occurrences and make this form of writing and thinking a habit, hopefully.


Thursday, 2 May 2013

Morbid curiosity

Last night it was the coldest it's been so far this autumn. I was shivering on my way home from work, which was partly my fault because, as an optimist, I under-dressed. As I stood on the platform thinking about where my winter coat was, I had a useless compulsion to look at the temperature on my phone. It wasn't going to make me warmer (the ambient radiation's not that bad); it wasn't going to be cold enough that I could brag about having survived it in just a spring coat and fashion scarf. So I started wondering about the biological or evolutionary advantage of morbid curiosity. Why do we gawk at horrific accidents? Why does my brother still show me his gruesome biking injuries; and why do I open the attachment? My theory, and I am not qualified in field to officially come up with theories, is that it's twofold. We show people, and look at, blood and gore and bad things happening as a primitive warning system. 'This is what can happen when you...' That doesn't explain my mental wrestle with my weather app last night. So, I think the other side of it is to reassure ourselves that we're ok. I looked at the temperature when I got home, once I was nice and warm; it was a bit below ten degrees. That's not the coldest I've ever been in; it's not close to hypothermia-inducing; plus, I noticed that it was the lowest number on the whole week of predicted numbers. I felt reassured (illogically). Maybe morbid curiosity is outdated, but it still gave me something to take my mind off shivering while waiting for the train home.

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